Perspective.
I have this guy friend, whom I adore.
I sorta always thought that if I had a boyfriend like him it would make a bit more sense, be a bit more easy. Last night I saw him with his girlfriend and how he acts, talks and just goes about things and well…I dont know how to tell him but he was a bit obnoxious. Not too sure if he was trying to make her jealous, be smooth or just be retarded but it was a state of disappointment for me.
I guess even though its like a pseudo boyfriend, I think I got a little bit of perspective last night, or more of a balance I guess. Although, I am back to square 1 and seriously can’t figure out why I cant make it happen with boys…seeing this last night made me just feel that much better. In the sense that even a guy friend who I thought was somewhat ideal was actually again-retarded around boys that like girls.
I guess it was good to see that YES: boys & girls struggle before their transformation of fortynine fiftyone.
